2:08 AM. I'm exhausted, but won't go to bed. I feel too restless and stressed. I need to run, but I'm feeling so yucky I'd probably puke. Not mention the darkness outside makes it.....not safe.
My heart feels so uptight and I'm scared of not waking up in the morning again. Not many things have been going right lately. Feels like every little thing that happens around me has to screw up. Even the small things. Why must life be a jerk right now?
Anyways, I'm hoping that this typing and blogging and blabbing might help me fall asleep.
My room is an absolute disaster due to my state of mind, and I am not running on enough sleep.
I need to stay positive. This is WEEK 2. It's going to be amazing. I'm going to kick it's ass.
This week:
-my room will get clean
-I will go to bed early Tuesday and Wednesday nights
-I will finish all my stuff that I have to turn in Friday
-I will stay on top f homework for all my classes: WATCH OUT FOR SPANISH
-I will use "The List"
-I will accomplish one thing for "in the future"...preferably class-related like a paper topic or project
-I will go to the Students Helping Honduras meeting on Wednesday
-email old EVVP teacher to volunteer
-I will drink tons of water
-I will make my voice better by being healthy: sleep, water, actually taking allergy meds, not being so stressed out
I know I can do this, it's only week 2. I'm getting overstressed for nothing so I need to keep it cool and keep control. I need a vacation. I'm off to pray and sleep. Goodnight.
~Esa Cita
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