Stress Letouts

Too Cute.... :)

So Cita
over here is...
OVERWHELMED!!!!

I have no idea how I'm going to make it out alive this week;
the next 2 days are going to be QUITE interesting.

Tomorrow there's a Paper and Presentation due for Spanish, Presentation research and junk due for English, and then once I'm through with that....I get to present/lead discussion the next day in English and end the day with my first Art History Exam. Fun fun fun....it's been a ..uh...fabulous week and it's only Tuesday.

Last night I watched Juno for the first time since I saw it in theaters. Boy how time flies....it's been over a year now. I'm feeling tougher now since then so it doesn't hurt as much, but boy how rough the memories are to me still. Lesson learned: to have a strong optimistic heart is vital to survival. It doesn't guarantee an automatic happy ending, but it guarantees crawling around until one can walk again.

I've been quite thoughtful since last night, and I will admit that I've been listening to the whole freaking Juno soundtrack today. I also started forming thoughts and doing some macro-organization in my head for my book. Things are becoming a bit less vague in my thoughts and soon things will get more clear. I feel that I'm becoming ready begin to bring my writings together in some type of organized fashion. I'm kind of pumped. :)

Despite the craziness, I'm really liking sophomore year now. It's nice, I'm feeling more at home and getting ready to jump around and do things. I'm not a lost freshman anymore, I have places to go to. With places to go to, I feel that I have the secure freedom to jump and try new things. I feel safe to leave, travel, and come back again. I feel stronger, my heart has learned to deal with being broken and I am less bitter about not being afraid of things. I have more control on my life; as out of hand and overwhelming as things can be, I'm happy and not afraid of the things being thrown around at me. It's nothing I can't handle, it's easy to me now I suppose. Yay for growing up! haha.

I'm gonna take a Fukitol pill to forget the stress,
Do It like Nike,
and kick my schoolwork' ass.
Latersssss

~Esa Cita