Easter Monday

Easter Monday, the next best day ever.

Well my friend from Miami left today for Miami, so the entire time that he has been in DC he didn't see me. Wah, "Dad." I miss you. Today I gave a presentation with my partners on how to bring about peace in Sri Lanka....I must say, our group did a pretty ballin' job. Also, I did a lovely paper to complement that presentation.

For a while now I've been contemplating stuff that has made me a bit sad. I need to make a decision on stuff and I haven't been very happy with it. I'm scared of being hated and such. It's bleh. I don't like to complain to people much, but I think my attitudes been showing in my blog. Anywayssss, today after all my classes I went to Adoration, and just let it outtttt. Ah I let Him have it....tears-wise. I cried and just begged the Trinity to give me a big bear hug. (Hugs always make me feel loved....so yes, I do ask for hugs from God)

So yeah, I ran to God and threw my problems and my broken heart out at Him. Ever since I got in an accident, I've been realizing what's really important to me..what really matters in the end. It's just me and God and all the saints around. It's just love. That's the peace I'm looking for, and I was scared of what to do. I begged for a sign on what to do. He's gonna give it to me, but not now...I will know what I need to when I need to. He told me I was His babygirl and that He didn't like seeing his Enibaby sad. That He wanted me to be happy and celebrate His resurrection and all the things in life that He's given me. So I'm gonna listen to Him. It's gonna be the best Easter week ever, and I can't wait for more life to enjoy.

Adoration is fun. Mucho fun. It fixes everything.

I've been on air all night and so happy even though my heads been hurting from the sad crying to comfort crying to happy crying. Booboo. Gooogooogahgah. I had to start singing when I got home cuz that's one of the ways I pray without boundaries and let it out....gah!

Today was a fairy tale. God's good. Really good.

Just had to let that out. K back to studying horrible diseases for international health exam 2! eeek. :)

~Esa Cita <3333