Here.

So God is good...he's really really good.

It's in patience and believing that even through the tough things that happen He's there that we get rewarded.

Sometimes it's not for a very long time until we get rewarded.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-11
"I have seen the business that God has given to the sons of men to be busy with. He has made everything beautiful in its time; also he has put eternity into man's mind, yet so that he cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end."

"Be still and know that he is God
Be still and know that he is faithful
Consider all that he has done
Stand in awe and be amazed
And know that he will never change
Be still."

Love it.

I often wonder why I should have to suck it up and believe that I'm going to be taken care of. It's hard to see that the most wonderful plan for me is in action. Having a satisfaction that He's going to take care of me and that I'll be alright...that's difficult.

Anyways, today I got a lil slap on the face on how wonderful things have changed in the past year. I'm so grateful for where I am today, and I'm so glad for everything. I'm glad I've been challenged..and I'm glad that it's been tough...everything is becoming beautiful in it's time. For that, I'm grateful.

And I wouldn't change a thing
I'd walk right back through the rain
Back to every broken heart
On the day that it was breakin'
And I'd relive all the years
And be thankful for the tears
I've cried with every stumbled step
That led to you and got me here, right here
-Hehe, Rascal Flatts :)


Here's what God has to say about faith:
"And without faith it is impossible to please him. For whoever would draw near to God must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who seek him."
-Hebrew 11:6

Chyea buddy...rolling like a big shot.
Thank you God for bringing me to here. I'm a hot mess, but I'm so so grateful for getting at the place I'm at now. It was difficult, but it's just because you had something better in store for me. :)


~Esa Cita